What is it that I do for fun again?

I've been asking myself that question a lot lately. My mood has been kinda down the dumps the past few days for pretty much the same reason it always is – general loneliness. The simple fact is that I don't know all that many people around Lansing. I would love to just get out and meet people, but I'm not that kind of person. I just don't meet people without some kind of introduction. It sucks, but it's the way I am. I'm always bummed about my lack of a lady-friend, but normally that can be cancelled out by just going out and having a good time.

I'm also hampered by a lack of activities that I enjoy and practice. Sure, I love playing my guitar, but it's something that I can't do all the time due to wear and tear on my fingers and a general consideration for roomates and neighbors. But that goes in spurts too… since I haven't really learned anything new musically as of late, I get quite bored playing the same old junk. There's also plenty of things to do that are computer related, but I'm getting really bored of that as well. There's only so much time I can sit in this damn chair before I just get sick of it. That time has been getting shorter and shorter over the past few weeks. The weather is turning nice, and I want to go out and do something, but my quandry returns… what to do, and who do I do it with?

If you're doing something fun and the guest list is open, please let me know. I need to get out.

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